you don't know what you got until you're missing it alot.

I used to laugh it off I used to look the other way I used to save them troubles for another day I kept my fingers crossed I used to never take the blame I'd pull a sunshine story in a pouring rain The more I had to change I'd just stay the same.

it can be so easy

wenn die weihnachtlichen gefühle, die laster und probleme des vergangenen jahres, die verpflichtungen und der stress endlich von einem abfällt, dann fühlt man sich endlich mal wieder befreit. so geht es mir zumindest. einfach nicht an morgen denken, solang es möglich ist und jede einzelne sekunde genießen. auch wenn man den ganzen tag nur im bett liegt oder sinnlose dinge tut.

gestern hatte ich geburtstag. ich fühl mich so alt.

I need someone who is prepared for

a million questions, uncontrollable laughter, my family, my appetite, musical outburst, random dancing, my friends, sad/happy tears, deep talks, my imagination, my dreams, walks in the rain/dark, random texts, useless arguments, and acceptance of the real me.

somehow it touches me

whatever! got no time for feelings. macmiller is my hero.

happy new year.

They don’t teach these things in school They just lay down the rules which are there for you to break

i feel emptiness

it haunts everybody someday somehow. the feeling of feeling nothing or too much while not being able to handle it.

"Oh I know I'm Out Of Control Now Tired Enough To Lay My Own Soul Down"

mango showroom SS12

ich liebe den rosa-beige gestreiften rock :) via